2 weeks

fullsizerender-4I have a new friend who I met about a year ago.   She’s a ‘friend of a friend’ and I rather like her quite a bit.   She’s very artsy / theater type personality… she’s had quite the life — she’s been on a soap opera in the early 90’s (One Life to Live which is what my mother watched).   She’s about 6 years older than I am… so shes in her middle 50s…  she’s lived in California – to NYC.  She’s traveled the world.  Met very interesting people.  Romance… friends… travel…..  A trustifarian of sorts to be exact.   She’s dabbled in local theater…  I met her of all places as we gathered around a bond fire at a Christmas tree lot in Mountain Brook Al.  Where all the cool cats hang obviously.    We continued to cross paths along the year at First Tuesday Cocktail Club (FTCC) .

And then……  after seeing her this December (it’s now Feb)….  I have been notified that she got married this past weekend.  I completely smiled when I learned this…. the flip side to that is that she’s dying.  She’s been given 2 weeks to live.    TWO WEEKS.   Trying to wrap my mind around this news  I received another text this evening (a week shy of two weeks) that the end is near. She’s been moved to hospice.  Pain management.  Cancer.     I sit shaking my head thinking this is not fair.  AT ALL.   I wish to make a complaint.  Why. How.  Scared.  Sad.  Angry.  Disbelief.  Acceptance.   Cheers to you sweet friend – as you journey on to parts unknown.   Look for me…. help me when my time comes.  For I will be scared and afraid.   I’ll look for you.  In the stars.  Journey on.  Journey on.

“In the blink of an eye…. I never got to say goodbye… Like a shooting star across the room you were gone far too soon.”

Keeping in touch

405043_3325662992470_871552893_nA few months ago I thought to contact a friend who I haven’t talked to in a while.  I pulled up FB to pop him a line and started reading down his timeline; I was shocked and saddened to find he had passed away.  I quickly googled his obituary and yes – it was true he was gone.  My mentor my friend my opera buddy my symphony buddy my try a new restaurant my curmudgeon my person to bounce things off of my furface my friend —–WAS GONE.  I was stunned, saddened and angry.   I think the longest we’d ever gone without contact was about a year or so; it had been about a year.  Sometimes we were in constant contact– sometimes we would go a bit.  This was one of those times.

Our history goes back to my first real job.   I worked downtown for an engineering firm.  I was still in college and about 19 I think.  I remember when we first met. I had meandered down to the building cafeteria to nest in a corner, people watch, read and grab some lunch;  he was eating alone.  I was seated at the table a few down from his.  He was much older, bearded with coke-bottle type round glasses.   He looked at me with those fluffy eyebrows and said hello.  I smiled and continued to read my book.  At some point he kept up small talk and we struck up a conversation and have been friends ever since.  He became ‘Furface’ for me.  I became ‘Donuts’ to him.

I laughed at your ‘hippiness’ days of Bob Dylan, Woodstock and the Grateful Dead.  I teased you for attending the funeral vigil of the lead singer, Jerry Garcia,  in Piedmont Park and then hosting a candlelight celebration.  You told me I could not possibly understand the hippie culture; that a sweater wearing yuppie was not capable.  You were quirky, eccentric, liberal out the wazoo, a great chef, curious and a thinker.  You knew how to push my buttons and pushed them every chance you got.   You got me through a very hard divorce, watched my kids grow up, watched ME grow up.  I watched you yearn for the love of your life and gave my advice when asked.  You gave your advice without request.   That makes me smile thinking of how you loved to give advice.

Only years later did I find out the fact that he had given me a ‘nickname’ was a very high significant fondness he bestowed only upon special friends.  I was one of those.  We were special friends.  You were a mentor and someone who I could go to for comfort, advice, silliness – for any reason whatsoever you were there. I may not get the answer or praise or reaction I wanted but the one you gave me was one that always made me think.    I will miss those converastions so much.  However, I can replay over and over our many dinners, brunches, breakfasts, parties, walks, coffees and smile with great appreciation for you.  Richard Gallo. Mr. Atlanta.  Italian.  A runner and lover of life and knowledge. Giver of impromtu dinner parties.  I honor you this day.  You are missed my dear friend.  

You and I will meet again
When we’re least expecting it
One day in some far off place
I will recognize your face
I won’t say goodbye my friend
For you and I will meet again.

—- Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers